Bad Mourning to Me.. =(

Today smells like a bad morning for me already.Didn't sleep for the second night,bad sinus,hungry,moody and broody n I'm starting to feel fatigue from this everyday mundane life of mine...Shits! Today will be another long road... =(

& I can't Sleep... =(

I just can't seem to put my mind in a slumber mode.Keep on tossing & turning on the fuckin' bed! I don't know why it is so damn hard when I did already worked my ass off the whole day and I am tired but my mind just won't rest! & so I took another shower feeling so irritated and fuckin' annoyed hoping that it will make me more relaxed after.But hell No, my eyes is still wide awake as ever.Brain is tired of thinking,everything else seems blank in my mind.But why..! Sianz! And to top it off,the unglamorous Mr sinus is back too! & here comes the waterfall at the best time of all when I just can't get no damn sleep! UUUrRrGGgHHHHH!!! Feeling shitty already!

Bad Nose!

I hate my freaking nose right now.Slept up with a fucking bad sinus.So i can't have a good sleep.Woke up n my damn nose is still flowing water like fuck! If only I could break it off & do some vacuum cleaning on it or something.I feel so full of dust in it!
Bad way to start a Wednesday!

Just my type of Desserts..

Great expression of chocolates & creativity in the form of art.This is just one of my aspirations to draw something on a plate like this with one of my great indulgence which is chocolates! This is called "The Montage a Flourless Chocolate Cake".Now droooooooL... d=p

Of course, this sense of scale is only appropriate for the modern-day Dolores O'Riordan, who has long been a star but where that sense of confidence could turn indulgent on latter-day Cranberries albums, she's now relatively humble and direct, singing songs about family, faith, and nostalgia that sound relatable to fans who have grown up with her and are also facing similar issues. And that's why Are You Listening is a success as a solo debut: it doesn't resurrect O'Riordan's earliest work as much as reconnect with it, and she hasn't sounded this purposeful, or made a record this satisfying, since the days of "Linger."
For those who love to have this album n give it a listen. It just might kill your blues away as it does for me.I'm in a state where I am smiley for now...maybe just for today...or maybe it's because of her.Anyways,click here to give it a go.

Smells like a Slow Week already!

It has been a very slow Monday for me.Ended up sleeping throughout.Feel so lazy,irritatingly with a total blank in my mind makes it even harder of what i could think of something to do.So i ended up having a movie marathon on my own in my own pad of course. My last movie was the best among all five.Maybe it feels original & the flow plus its contexts is great! Good plot.Great soundtrack & great filming tweaks.I recommend the movie.." The Fountain ".
Check it out here

CLICK ON ME !!

- Get Your Own

- Get Your Own

- Get Your Own

That's why i have not been around...or maybe just yet to b around..
Due to my new job scope...& all... & due to this I has been kinda busy these days & may not to give you all the warmth or comfort or a listening ear to my friends & those whu are closer..
I do still feel you & always in thoughts...
Just bear with me while only time will...
Rescue me..
As for now...
My life is just so messy & dis-organized!
But I wil have faith still
& I hope that you all will have too..
For anything positive...
Just bear with it & only time will...
Rescue you too...

- Get Your Own

Psyche it UP !!

Simply Love tis classic track...but Please PLEASE don't get fooled by the one who's spinning the record or not..that Tiesto prost... is just dancing with the cheated crowd except that hes on stage...he just forgets to bring his dancing pole if not he could show u more of his super kinky cheesy moves..! But just mind him.. He's in his own world of being a great dancer which is ... NOT !!I upload this just for the track! Not for u guys to see his pole dancing acts! Psyche It UP!

No Ordinary Morning.....As Always

Going To work Just simply SUCKS!!!! This song just explains it & thus...unfortunately forced myself to drag me out of my hole....damned

Barely get a wink! Just 2 hrs of ceiling gazing & I'm up again.Why I just can't understand how my brain functions? Why do i even forget how the fuck did i get to sleep in my childhood years? Need more pills!

Vodka; Caramel; Chewing Gum; Fraise...Here we go...! Quite a catchy tune... Was having a bit of a laugh watching this.Now, any girls gamed to play bottle spin?

Bush own money??? Maybe.. after he did find Mr Osama!

Travis: The Boy With No Name

After some time from their "invisible band" album,here's the "The boy with no name".Click on the title to download.

"Down" Season is here again...

HORRIBLY MESSED UP!!!!!!!

I don't know why or what's with me that I always seem to be misunderstood or feel like I'm a useless person.It seems that I should just disappear completely or simply vanished.I just wish i could have this simple wish.It doesn't mean suicide or anything harsh but just that i feel so unsatisfied with myself with what I'm doing.Blogging and etc.Maybe I'm just not meant to be or act or do things this way.Or its just one of those damn mood swings I'm having.But to think again personally,i guess that's not the case.Just unsatisfied.I'm just simply tired to act as if I am happy & feeling wonderfully wonderful! But ....NOT! I just don't wanna feel as if I'm a "copycat" or a "copydog" in what I'm doing.But then again I'm tired to explain/asking to those around me if what I'm doing or what is the purpose of my blog is all about.I just feel no support.But it's ok.But I also wouldn't said that I'm fine or immune to these comments from whom i believe to be friends/buddies of mine.I just wanna share stuffs that's all! But as always,day by day it just feels like a bad crime.sucks! & honestly it's my first time trying to make it truly like a proper blog but wadda heck! Seems so pointless! & yeah if anyone out there happens to read this,be it any tom,dick or harry balls, u must have thought that "Hey Shut it Down then Dumb Ass!Delete it or something.Fly a kite or jump down n die!You are just so cliche' & so unoriginal!Boring to the farkin MaX!" Well,thanks anyway for the comments.But I will still continue just for my own pleasure n wanking purposes! But honestly,thanks for the "moral" support! & Don't worry,i will fuck myself like Marilyn Manson since i can't get any pleasure from all of what i have done.n Yeah I'm a fackin' moronic selfless being alive on this blog! & yeah,if this doesn't sound like me from my previous postings n etc to those who knows me personally or whosoever,just label me up as a copycat or whatsoever.I'm getting used to it.I look like a damn freaky zombie cursed to be less than ordinary anyway.YOU all are the ones special! Yea i meant well.No worries..

I surface from the haze
I see the real reasons why
I'm so over my head
it seems
unclear mistakes it's hold
our whole world is gonna break
it's crumbling so easily

Global Underground Nick Warren Paris

Just Click On The Above Title To Download.The server might be busy due to some others who's downloading porn or something.Sic! But not to worry,patience is the key!

Ways & Means Episode 12

To Download Click On The Title!

- Get Your Own

- Get Your Own


I simply hate to see the common practice of students or young kids tring to squeeze sum money out of the adults for tis so-called charity for their own ....schools! i mean like waddafuck?! its been like happening every month! Don't they get enough for this monthly Flag-day! and furthermore what the fuck do they do with it? free textbooks? free meals.!? i guess...NOT! i'm not ashamed to say that i did involved once during my school years..n guess wat? I lasted only for a week! or less than that! haha..Instead of doing the flaggy day thing on the streets,i did it in the trains.No need to walk,no hot sun/rain! haha.smart aye!? but its just seems wrong for me at that time.i was thinking like wat's the whole bloody purpose? people still fight each other.there are still prostitutes on the streets.wat's the enlightenment like even so if the students did collect 1 few hundred thousands for their school.what r they gonna do about it? its been on for lots of damned years.so in my expertise to these fucking flag days, fuck you all.its so damn annoying! might as well i gave my well precious notes to buskers.At least its all for the art!

Future Sound Of Egypt Episode 12 by Aly & Fila

Click on the ABOVE TITLE!

Too small a hole? Try big!

Too small a hole for you try? Try big! Then maybe u will get the fack face that u want!

More Magic? This is the hole mis-placing trick!

Try placing a fackin hole on a fackin ugly face n u will get a...... fack face! haha

Too damn extra lazy too post anyting at the moment. Meantime check out the new playlists.Buy em' to support! If u wan em' from me, sorry too haven't buy em' yet.Hahah...

Menno de Jong Live At Club Protector Brzeski

One of my fave dance live set.
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.: Quotes :.

"Grasping thru' air, just to breathe. Holding onto will, just to survive. What is will? Is it just as air? " - ian

Feeling down all of a sudden then i wrote this.& to those who is close to me & knows me deep, Sorry for not or cannot be at "hype" these days but just letting you know, i am fine.

Fuckin Amazing!

Honestly I think he is much better than errr..Mr-Freakshow-Rocker-I-forget-his-bloody-name-but-I-think-u-roughly-know-who guy.Though his tricks been shown on tv but he's just too over rated or over-hyped! This jap guy is better! Can u believe that he actually did that at the last part!? Now I really wanna learn this trick fast!!!! Just for a new amplifier pls? Mr Cyril Takayama...

Here's a cool magic trick! It's been done by david blaine,errr... Mr-Freakshow-rocker-i-forget-his-bloody-name but i think u roughly know who, among others..If only i know how to do this trick..I would grab all the cool posters! Though,not enough sleep,but i'm ain't greedy.Just gadgets n gizmos would be enough!

Why can't I just sleep Like normal people does? Feeling bloody fucked up!

Here's and easy little test for you.

Just count how many black dots you can see...



So,how many was that?

Where's my hanky now?

Have you seen the handkerthief gang lately?

Depeche Mode - Little 15 (DM. Edit)

This is one my FAVE video n the emo flow that goes with it to what am in now...There r so many Y,WHYs,n MORE MORE WhYs in this life of ours dun u feel so? I just Love the synth of depeche mode that never fails to offer the word BRILLIANT!This is the video version of Ulrich Schnauss Remix (Remixes 81-04).

Hallucinate Yourself

Focus on the center of the circle.Till the video is finished,LOOK around u! Hahahaha..!

Shitty Everyday Life!!!!

I think i really need some kind of a new meds now..Feeling shitty almost everyday of the week! Need to pop..But in singapore? Fuck!Tat makes things worse...but who the fuck cares?LKY? Fuck him! Need a doc now...C the sun later...! Cant even sleep..!!! Shitless & shitty! ...................

Lets Make Love?! Shall we? Grab An Ass Now! hahaha

True or not.....time to reveal who we really are...hehehe...

Once you have read these, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then forward this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real shit, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there.

.:VIRGO:. The Virgin
Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

.:SCORPIO:. The sex addict
Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest

ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

.:LIBRA:. The lame lover


Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing n Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? not the kind of person you wanna #### with... u might end up crying... the most irresistible. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

.:ARIES:. The Liar
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontanious. Not one to #### with. Erotic. Funny. Take you on trips to the moon in bed. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY sexy. Loves being in long relationships.=) Addictive. Loud. best in bed. 16 years of bad luck if you do not

forward.

.:AQUARIUS:. Does it in the water
Trustworthy. Sexy. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. Amazing in bed, THE BEST LOVERS BETTER THAN EVERYONE! 2 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

.:GEMINI:. Does Twosomes
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in bed. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you the #### out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. ULTRA SEXY. THE MOST IRRESISTABLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

.:LEO:. The Lion in bed
Great talker. Sexy and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

.:CANCER:. The Cutie
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high ### appeal. Great in bed!!! Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak in bed. Spontaneous. Great tellin stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to. 12 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

.:PISCES:. The Piece of ass
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMN IT. Very high ### appeal. Has the last word. The best to find, hardest to keep. Fun to be around. Freak in the sheets. Extremely weird but in a good way. Super good in bed. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. A partner for life. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

.:CAPRICORN:. The passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irrestible, awesome kisser. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. BY FAR the BEST in BED. Very sexy. Coolest. Loves to own Gemini's in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Loves to be your first. So you'll never forget. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

.:TAURUS:. The Tramp
Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships.=] Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as ........ Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual as ......... Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to #### with. Are the most sexiest people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

.:SAGITTARIUS:. The Sexy one
Spontaneous. Horny. Freak in Bed. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. The one. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique

sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? Not the kind of person you wanna with you might end up crying. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

FUCK YOU LAMERS MALAY SKATEBOARDERS!!!

& for the bloody skateboaders!!!!!! FUCK YOU BITCHES!!! You Aint got no skills..! u just wanna widen the pussy out there to look at YOU! FUCK YOU!!!!

God Save The Queen Or me??

I kind of pulled a plug today! Tot of breaking someone's neck u know what i mean..? i don't know why? but im terribly sorry to my friends who had stopped me.Its quite bizzare really this thing whole thing and all.I know what im capable of n my friends know it & i'm glad they stopped me.I hope this will b the last of it....now start focusing of my music gemini or my best at least!!!! Before the nuns kill me for GOD!!!

Thank You !!!

Today i tot of taking a night rider(bus) back home...but i took a cab to the shorten the distance in town..tat means i will take the bus ride from town instead.the cab driver was telling stories like every cab driver does...then he asked me if i prefer to let him send me home instead of the bus stop...but i told him no way coz lack of cash...but he said tats no problem......coool ar? i dun know y tis happens to me but its coool aint it? so i took the chance....hahhahaha..........but seriously n sincerely...thank you cab driver!

Cone Shell Snails: Little Creatures Tackling Big Pain. Doctors also could make a painkiller 1000 times more than MORPHINE!!!

It Could Kill You: Thanks to their unique colors and intricate patterns, cone shells look like they’d make great beach souvenirs. But watch your fingers; they’re actually home to one of the world’s deadliest creatures. Cone shell snails come equipped with an extendable “arm” – complete with a sharp, venomous tooth – that they use to immobilize and kill prey. And while the venom certainly helps the slow-moving hunters from going hungry, it can also paralyze, or even kill, victims. The good news: Death by cone shell is completely painless.

But It Just Might Cure You: Cone shell venom, called conotoxin, has incredible potential as a painkiller, with one added bonus: Unlike many current anesthetics, conotoxin isn’t addictive. In 2005, Ireland-based Elan Pharmaceuticals became the first company to market a drug made from the venom. Called Prialt, the drug is pumped into the fluid around a patient’s spine to relieve chronic pain and is believed to be up to 1,000 times more powerful than morphine. Meanwhile, at the University of Melbourne, a research team headed by Professor Bruce Livett is currently developing another conotoxin-based painkiller called ACV1, which was first tested in the summer of 2005. Unlike Prialt, however, ACV1 doesn’t affect a patient’s blood pressure and can be injected under the skin, making it a lot less intimidating. Plus, ACV1 is believed to be as much as 10,000 times stronger than morphine.

Old Guy Grows Horn on His Head!

Saleh Talib Saleh used to dream that he would grow horns on his head. He dismissed them as mere fancy at first, but then, at the ripe old age of 78, a horn did indeed begin to grow on the left side of his head, astonishing his fellow villagers.Weird uh? But pretty damn spooky!Here's the link to the whole article about it! What A great World we live in...!

Feeling You’re Being Followed? It’s All In Your Head.

Ever feel that you’re being shadowed? The paranoia and feeling of being followed may just be your brain misfiring:

The paper, published in the British journal Nature, describes the case of a 22-year-old woman with no history of psychiatric problems who was being evaluated for treatment of epilepsy. When a region of her brain called the left temporoparietal junction was electrically stimulated, the woman described encounters with a ‘shadow person’ who mimicked her bodily movements

I have just completed this drawing/graphic design today.i dun know what it was as usual...i just go with the flow..if u could enlarge it,do comment...but don't ask me what it is coz i also dont know..! Just plainly scribbling for me..! hahah...usually my buddies would see faces in it..but this.....they saw demons.....i don't know....but life still sucks anyway...so watever...hahaha

Stefan G. Bucher’s Daily Monster.

This is pure creativity.Art Attack memoir!

Hot Babe!!

I just Love her Silky voice That makes you wanna know her betta...& u know wat? shes a saggi.That makes us an even more than perfect couple.......hahahaha...but u know what...forget about it gemini..u will always b a dreamer!

For her remorse about our impossible relationship, she wants you all to have this link.http://www.megaupload.com/?d=HT78N9YE.just copy/cut/paste the add

Yawnnnnnnn

Today is my 1st posting...feeling kinda shitty...had a mad complications going through about what i wanna put on on my blog.Thanks for being a GEMINI! tats y I'm always contradicting..Anyways,if u having problems listening to the flash media playa,juat pause it for a while to let the streamming get thru...while waiting,you can pick your nose..! hahahaha